| Location | Hemel Hempstead |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 13/05/2007 |
| Date of Death | 13/05/2007 |
| Visitors | 4,709 since 07/07/2007 |
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Sophie Yvonne Cruddas
13th May 2007
Two hours old
Sophie has a big brother called Wayne he's three and a half now and a little brother he's 13 weeks old
Well it all happened a few weeks before Sophie was born. I had pains and bleeding so i went to the hospital and they said everything was ok baby heart beat was fine so i went back home. The bleeding stopped so did the pain a few days after i went for my 20 week scan and all was ok there aswell. About two weeks after the pain came back but i didn't go to the hospital because the pain wasn't that bad but then it stated to get worse. I woke up Sunday 13th May at 3:30 in the morning because i was in pain again so i got a hot water bottle and went back to bed. Then woke up at 10:30 that morning and the pain was really bad so i went to the hospital. They took a sample then left me in a room for two hours the pain was that bad i couldnt move. Then they came in to check me over and found out i was 6 to 7 cm i was only 22 weeks and 4 days thinking that my baby would be ok i was wrong. They told me the baby wouldn't live and if it did it wouldn't live for long. I was heart broken to find out my baby was never going to make it. About a few hours later my waters broke i knew the baby was coming but i didn't want to push i was trying my hardist not to push but i had to.At about 18:36 Sunday she was born my little girl that iv been wanting was born she weighted 1 lbs 3oz and was quite big really. We spent all day with her but she only lived for two hours she died in my arms she died before her daddy came in the room with her nanny ill never forget that day she just sliped away her heart just stopped. I didn't want to believe it. Now she's in a better place.
We love you so much and it hurts that your brother never got to see you sweet dreams sweetheart. xxxxxxxx
Your daddy is with you now and he will look after you till we are all together again i love you both xxxxxxxxxxxx
HAPPY NEW YEAR
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take my love into 2012 with you always
angel and sleep peacefully,
Love Bev,Steve,Beth and Sam x x x x
I can not believe that 4 years have passed already. There's not a day that passes when I dont think of u love and miss u lots. Love aunti Natalie xxx
My baby girl
I miss you everyday, from the minute i wake up to the minute i go to sleep.i cant believe it's been four years since you was taken from me. Every year i think about how it all happened like it was yesterday, but everyday i think of all the things that they could have tried. I know its to late for that but it really winds me up to hear of babies of your age (22+ weeks) or less or of your weight being saved by other hospitals, where at the hospital you was born at couldn't be bothered to try anything.I still to this day remember what they said to me before you was born. "The baby will look like an alien" that what they said to me but you didn't, you was the most beautiful baby girl i'd ever seen and you was mine.Well if you was here we would be having a forth birthday party for you but instead I'm going to light a candle and think of what you would of looked like or what you would of been like. Well baby girl mummy's going to go so mummy loves and misses you so much baby girl. Happy 4th Birthday i love you xxxxxxxx
Well my princess nearly 4 years you been gone and not a day an hour a minuite goes by when i dont think about you, how u would look what clour your eyes would be i love and miss you so much i still find it hard i love you my princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
well babe girl hope ur being good up there for daddy. so ur 3rd xmas up there atleast u got daddy there with u we love u so much just wished we had a chance to brig u home and to meet wayne. love u so much baby girl xxxxxxxx
I want you back so much my angel so much for it getting easyer. it dont at all missing u so much mummy baby girl i love and miss u so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
im missing u so much i really want u here and daddy if i had 2 wishes id wish for u and daddy to come back. meny people would wish for more money or a big house ect: but not me ill use them on u and daddy i miss u both so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hiya baby girl still after 3 years its still hurting i know i got ur brothers to run around after but i still wonder what it would of been like to have u here with me. i wonder what u would of looked like if u had blue eyes like me or brown eyes like ur daddy. well daddy has u now i will have to find out when i come up to live with u. i hope u and daddy are proud of ur big brother wayne and little brother kai i love and miss all 3 of u. u daddy and charlie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello princess hope you daddy and charlie are ok up there, theres not a day that goes buy when i dont think of you all love and miss you all lots x x x
im really missing u baby girl i wish u was here i just want to give u lots and lots of cuddles. everytime i think of u i end up crying and ur daddy, when i hear ur songs that also starts me off i just want to say i really love and miss u so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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